satsuki

About 2 more weeks of school left before winter break. That was fast.

Currently struggling desperately on the marketing project. Seriously, we need serious help. And the fact that the teacher isn't replying to my e-mail makes it even worst!!!! But, not as bad as the fact that all except one group member is totally clueless about marketing--including me! ToT Ugh. Presentation is freaking due next Friday. But gotta send PPT to the teacher 24 hours before class. Damn.

Then there's advertising--this is less problematic since we've got the idea for the product already, but the topic is rather nasty for guys [and our teacher is a ...guy], yet, the "product" totally suits the need for girls. Presentation on Monday, upload PPT by Thursday. Wtf.

Then there's the report for IC, due on Friday... I almost forgot.

Then there's the VC quiz on Tuesday, which is just half an hour... but there are no tutorials and lectures on that day, so I have to go to school to take the damn quiz for half an hour and then resume working on my projects... WTF is wrong with this teacher (program leader)? She has way too much time on her hands. What a btch.

And what's worst is that winter is making me sleepy every single second.

Oh, and I was supposed to be writing my part for the IC report since 2pm, but it's already 4pm now. Wth have I been doing? It's not a surprise, just hte same ol' same ol'-- Facebook Restaurant City and random websites. Damn procrastination. All I've been able to type in the Word doc was the heading and subheadings. o_o;; Let's kill Restaurant City!

On a random note, it's no wonder I'm so horrible at handling stress. It's because I never exercise lol.

Mood: sleepy

satsuki

Wish me luck on today's marketing test (@ 2pm). *crosses fingers* It's a Sunday test again. Ugh.

Mood: sleepy

satsuki

I've mentioned before about my two friends' break up. And just now, I was reading the girl's Facebook notes and status and she seems very depressed over the break up. And she brought up something that sparked my interest-- could a pair of lovers still be friends after a break up?

I used to think that that's possible. And I'm sure she thought so as well, at the beginning. But, it's obvious that it's not working for them--at least not for her. And here's something that she said that upset me: "being friends means that one person is still not over the relationship... that person continues to want the other person in his/her life, to continue to be a part of his/her life." How true is that?

About 2 years ago, my bf and I have written a letter for each other, which we would read 3 years later. And in that letter, I wrote that if we have broken up by the time we read the letter, I hope that we would still be friends. Of course, at that time, I didn't think that I would still be in love with him after we've broken up, so it'll be ok to be friends. Now, if we did break up, would I be willing to be friends with him? I mean, I know that he'll be a great friend. But then again, maybe he's great because he's my bf right now Shrugs.

Mood: weird

tohru

~Crash And Burn~

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

'Cause there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breath again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

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Listens: Savage Garden's Crash & Burn

satsuki

Finished IC presentation today. Thank gawd it went "well"--we were one of two groups that the professor said "well done"

Still got so much to do. Marketing quiz on Sunday.

I didn't do so well on the advertising quiz on Monday. It was hard. -_-

Ugh.

Mood: tired

satsuki

Finally had a day off today ... even though I shuold be studying for advertising quiz for Monday. =P

Went to sing karaoke today with bf, for 3 hours =]

Mood: TIRED

satsuki

Seriously, Halloween hates me.

satsuki

Sigh the stupid VC field trip ruined our plan of going to Disney Halloween today (Wednesday). And even though the last day is the 31st, we are left with a bunch of work and bad timing, which means we couldn't go at all. After planning for a month! Damn the teacher.

The field trip was like a kindergarten field trip--going to a cultural museum, riding on a bus... the only difference was that the "picnic" lunch was replaced with a dinner at a cheap cafe, with pasta that's so disgusting it's like eating glue. D: My friends and I were planning to leave after the museum visit, but in the end, we stayed for everything, because we were too chicken to tell the program leader (although one did left by calling the TA, which was...).

Good thing tomorrow's a day off. A real day off.

Mood: tired